god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks
for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty
cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator
consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.
I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we
watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the
bank.
Picture
no longer writing in the third person
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
bro i read nothing in my life
which magnetises chains of pins
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
we need to be deconstructing our identities
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
you have a beautiful account btw
