I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Picture

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

It Will Get Lighter

hiding from the rain

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

13, H, grate

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

It Will Get Lighter

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Better Lift

"Put a blanket."

I am below everything.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

no longer writing in the third person

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

i see a website

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a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

really i want the internet