Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
i am quite illiterate on producing technology
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
autonomy of learning
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
we can only engage in such a way
so the method has to be autonomous
all that is to say
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them