feel you

barren land

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

so the method has to be autonomous

autonomy of learning

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

I Write Goodbye Letter

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

its performative

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

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Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

all that is to say

and the fake qualifier

not so on: yvf(wthw)

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

its good short few pages

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

ion

in a post. I want to be remembered

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books