After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

no longer writing in the third person


as in

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

propensity within someone

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

not their contents

we can only engage in such a way

so the method has to be autonomous

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17


division of reality is straying away from it

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation


something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

autonomy of learning

"Put a blanket."

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them