the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

i dont understand magnetisation

god being the centre magnet

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

like magnets

plato

have you read

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

feel you

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

bro i read nothing in my life

its good short few pages

magnetises a pin

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