but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

ahnaf abrar

so at the end

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

we can only engage in such a way

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

you cannot feed someone truth

all that is to say

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

idk

was it worth it

abrar?

and the fake qualifier

i want to do that too

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

...

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

autonomy of learning

bro i read nothing in my life

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

which magnetises chains of pins