no i haven't really read anything

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

sorry i am texting like a slav

like first name

have you read

its good

we need to be deconstructing our identities

what do you think my name is

ahnaf abrar

i dont understand magnetisation

i really havent

whats your name?

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

abrar?

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

...

bro i read nothing in my life

Thank you, Jack

send link

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

i understand

was it worth it

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then


  1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

no like which do people call me

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

which magnetises chains of pins

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.