and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise
this is going to be awful.
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording
of his website, something that could be found within it
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
2 (actually index). two is company
I'm sat out the front of a cafe in Hatton Garden. I've just eaten a brie and
bacon panini, and I'm rolling a cigarette. Feeling very London. An old man
comes up to me and asks for a roll-up. I oblige.
Lift Analysis
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
Picture
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
Pimlico Rats
god being the centre magnet
no longer writing in the third person
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
