the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

currently

it is hopeful

Better Lift

so at the end

is this you as well

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

no longer writing in the third person

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

its good

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

no i haven't really read anything

no like which do people call me

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

IWGD

yeah

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

thank you

what do you think my name is

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24