i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Rain, starting

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression


you have a beautiful account btw

Better Lift

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

It Will Get Lighter

kind of mythopoesis

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

no longer writing in the third person

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

god being the centre magnet

abrar?

much more tactility