It Will Get Lighter


I am below everything.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


was it worth it

ahnaf abrar

no like which do people call me

plato

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

so an active mazelike process

yeah

all that is to say

idk

2 (actually index). two is company

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

what do you think my name is

that looks like my instagram account

the site i am dreaming

we need to be deconstructing our identities

December 2025


i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

was it worth it

much more tactility

hello reader,

i love it here

so at the end

not their contents

i want to do that too

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️


confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

and the fake qualifier