the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Style

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Lift Analysis

Better Lift

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

in a post. I want to be remembered

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.


really i want the internet

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

we can only engage in such a way