i see a website

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

I am below everything.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Worse Lift

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

"Put a blanket."

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

its performative

idk

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

lol

so the method has to be autonomous