i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

so the method has to be autonomous

hiding from the rain


Style

Today I felt like starting

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

it is hopeful



mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

"Put a blanket."

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

really i want the internet

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

i want to do that too

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

division of reality is straying away from it

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

feel you