It Will Get Lighter

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

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Better Lift

in a post. I want to be remembered

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.


there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

i see a website


we want to live the knowledge too live the content

13, H, grate

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

so at the end

idk

its good

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

ion

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

all that is to say

i want to do that too