think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

as in

propensity within someone

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

like magnets

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

was it worth it

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

plato

feel you

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

ahnaf abrar

was it worth it

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet