its performative

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Better Lift

really i want the internet

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

no longer writing in the third person

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

barren land

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

so the method has to be autonomous

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

we can only engage in such a way

so an active mazelike process

Can I see

you cannot feed someone truth

yeah

that looks like my instagram account

lol