yeah

is this you as well

abrar?

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

and the fake qualifier

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i really havent

the site i am dreaming

not their contents

what do you think my name is

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

was it worth it

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

its performative

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

lol

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class


all that is to say

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

it is hopeful

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

we can only engage in such a way

December 2025

no longer writing in the third person

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we need to be deconstructing our identities

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