no longer writing in the third person

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

it is hopeful

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

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After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Style

really i want the internet

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

IWGD

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

all that is to say

Picture

idk

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

division of reality is straying away from it

fw

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

its good

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


lol yea

its good

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

so an active mazelike process