And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
is everyoneback on tumblr now
feel you
Today I felt like starting
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
that looks like my instagram account
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
your feed looks like my tumblr
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
propensity within someone
as in
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
no longer writing in the third person
December 2025
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17