it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

like magnets

yeah

i understand

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

which magnetises chains of pins

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

isaac newton

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

was it worth it

i was tempted to lie about my name

so an active mazelike process

and the fake qualifier

i love it here

its performative

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

isaac

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

that looks like my instagram account

i really havent

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk