December 2025

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Today I felt like starting

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

so an active mazelike process

all that is to say

"Put a blanket."

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

propensity within someone

as in

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

that looks like my instagram account

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

is everyoneback on tumblr now

lol

lol yea

magnetisation/form

like magnets

I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting