Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
hiding from the rain
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
brb i will read and reply sincerely
but really the thing should be autonomous
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
we need to be deconstructing our identities
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
like first name
Her English is poor but she manages a brief introduction before getting to the point. She asks if she can touch his face. She's already reaching out and gesturing at it. Koreans are way too polite, he's just laughing awkwardly. I put my hand kind of between them and wave it to try and indicate no to her. I'm still in fucking mime mode. I say no, but it's not really to her, or to him, just no, in general. This is all too weird. Dejected, she departs with a comment about having never seen someone like him before.
the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book
not their contents
feel you