i was tempted to lie about my name
much more tactility
you have a beautiful account btw
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
but i respect your search
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.propensity within someone
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
no longer writing in the third person
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
its performative
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
really i want the internet
you cannot feed someone truth
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
Today I felt like starting
it is hopeful
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.