this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

lol yea

feel you

bro i read nothing in my life

Slug


It Will Get Lighter

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i really havent

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

what do you think my name is

i have read not even 1 book

fw

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

lol

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

Lift Analysis

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

Thank you, Jack

like first name

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate


that looks like my instagram account

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

He was a proper old-fashioned London geezer (cringe word, hate it, can't think of a better one, worst of all it's the correct word), kind of East Endy, kind of Real London, the kind you don't really meet but if you do it always feels like an uncanny immersive theatre experience. They're anachronistic. They only belong in the London collectively imagined by people who don't spend any time in it.

He was cast as the guy who gets picked up and thrown out of the poker game to set the scene before the main characters arrive. Out of Real London and into real London, a discarded prop, at this party, chatting to me.

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