Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
ion
i dont understand magnetisation
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
ahnaf abrar
and the fake qualifier
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
whats your name?
bro i read nothing in my life
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
yeah
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
no longer writing in the third person
i want to do that too
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
feel you
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
fw
I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.