Today I felt like starting

autonomy of learning

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

and the fake qualifier

Lift Analysis

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

we can only engage in such a way

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

so an active mazelike process

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

its performative

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

It's

dusk

Worse Lift

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.