i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i love it here

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

which magnetises chains of pins

sorry i am texting like a slav

its good

its performative

so the method has to be autonomous

the site i am dreaming

i dont understand magnetisation

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

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the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Today I felt like starting

fw

Slug

hiding from the rain

plato

was it worth it

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

so at the end

i really havent

or never left

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now