a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
isaac newton
like magnets
god being the centre magnet
i understand
all that is to say
or never left
no longer writing in the third person
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
idk
much more tactility
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
Better Lift
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
so an active mazelike process
that looks like my instagram account