idk

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Style

1

no longer writing in the third person

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching? 

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Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Better Lift

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

it is hopeful

hiding from the rain

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

but really the thing should be autonomous

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Rain, starting

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos