"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

in a post. I want to be remembered

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

It Will Get Lighter


Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

no longer writing in the third person

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.


We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.