so the method has to be autonomous

autonomy of learning

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

you cannot feed someone truth

as in

division of reality is straying away from it

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

propensity within someone

"Put a blanket."

brb i will read and reply sincerely

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

really i want the internet

It Will Get Lighter

much more tactility

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

It Will Get Lighter

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

It's

dusk

in a post. I want to be remembered

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

that looks like my instagram account

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Lift Analysis

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given