there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

barren land

Rain, starting

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

currently

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I am below everything.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

propensity within someone

not their contents

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

so at the end

i have read not even 1 book

yes

or never left

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

that looks like my instagram account

much more tactility