the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
currently
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
i want to do that too
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
whats your name?
hiding from the rain
Can I see
no like which do people call me
its good
ahnaf abrar
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
so at the end