yeah

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

your feed looks like my tumblr


okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

was it worth it

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

wait what is that

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

that looks like my instagram account

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

send link

so at the end

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things