something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

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Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

in a post. I want to be remembered

Can I see

It Will Get Lighter

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

magnetisation/form

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

you cannot feed someone truth

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models