It Will Get Lighter

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

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13, H, grate

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

not their contents

It Will Get Lighter

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

propensity within someone

no longer writing in the third person

yeah

it is hopeful

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

barren land

magnetisation/form

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

idk

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now