much more tactility

and the fake qualifier

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

autonomy of learning

lol

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

god being the centre magnet

like first name

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

"Put a blanket."

it is hopeful

you cannot feed someone truth

yeah

plato

feel you

all that is to say

propensity within someone

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

send your tumblr

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

i want to do that too