autonomy of learning

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

that looks like my instagram account

was it worth it

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

I Write Goodbye Letter

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

send link

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

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part of an old note. It will get lighter.

bro i read nothing in my life

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

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that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

and the fake qualifier

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things 

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December 2025

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

all that is to say

it is hopeful