think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

Thank you, Jack


It Will Get Lighter

i really havent

2 (actually index). two is company

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

and the fake qualifier


ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

like magnets

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.


part of an old note. It will get lighter.

isaac newton


propensity within someone

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i dont understand magnetisation

as in

...

which magnetises chains of pins