somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

in a post. I want to be remembered

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful. 

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is everyoneback on tumblr now

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

as in

its performative

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

autonomy of learning

or never left

Picture

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

feel you

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

its good

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

so an active mazelike process