Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

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Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

"Put a blanket."

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Can I see

hello reader,

December 2025

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

fw

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i have read not even 1 book

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

all that is to say

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

so at the end

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate