nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

you cannot feed someone truth

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

really i want the internet

so the method has to be autonomous

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

but really the thing should be autonomous

autonomy of learning

thank you

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

propensity within someone

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

isaac newton

"Put a blanket."

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

we need to be deconstructing our identities

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

i really havent