She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

your feed looks like my tumblr

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

magnetisation/form

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

or never left

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

ahnaf abrar

yeah

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

what do you think my name is

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

1

autonomy of learning

as in

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

i want to do that too

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

i love it here

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

no like which do people call me

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

all that is to say