its good short few pages

have you read

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

we need to be deconstructing our identities

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

that looks like my instagram account

idk

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

It Will Get Lighter

and the fake qualifier

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

its good

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

was it worth it

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.