After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

Rain, starting

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

13, H, grate

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

It Will Get Lighter

send link

bro i read nothing in my life

much more tactility

2 (actually index). two is company

all that is to say

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.