"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

propensity within someone

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

Style

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

thank you

no longer writing in the third person

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

is this you as well

"Put a blanket."

we can only engage in such a way

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

its performative

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

so the method has to be autonomous

we need to be deconstructing our identities

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

which magnetises chains of pins

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

IWGD

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls