its good short few pages

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

in a post. I want to be remembered

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

It Will Get Lighter

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

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with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

It Will Get Lighter

I imagine that some lab-grown 29-year-old from Woking with a mind honed to identify individuals who fit the profile of Real Londoner (as conceived of by 50 opinion-polled racist builders and their wives in the Midlands) picks a stubborn local who can still somehow afford to live here and passes him along to some creative studio.

December 2025

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

IWGD

and the fake qualifier

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

i really havent

Slug

barren land

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

god being the centre magnet

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

13, H, grate

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we want to live the knowledge too live the content

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