I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.


It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

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FOUNDING DOCUMENT

Rain, starting

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all that is to say

It Will Get Lighter

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

i love it here

whats your name?

After I get away from the old racist failed actor, I go to see my Korean colleague. He's just arrived in London and I want to see how he's handling the party. We'd been invited as fresh meat for some of the older, gayer attendees. We aren't aware of that.

hello reader,

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos


so an active mazelike process

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them


Lift Analysis

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.